Visions and Dreams

So as I was going to sleep last night I did something I haven't done since I was a child I prayed for good dreams, I prayed that speak to me in my dreams. I can remember waking up this morning and wanting to immediately go back to my dreams. So I laid there and I thought about the dream I had. ...

But let me go back a ways like my middle school years, during these years I was very active in my youth group at what was at the time called Tree Of Life Church. I have some amazing memories from that youth group. Its the first time I can remember actually hearing God speak and seeing a vision that he put in my head. I remember being at a youth retreat and we were doing praise and worship which lasted late into the night, later than they had planned but God was there. I remember I had my eyes closed and hands raised giving him all my praise and reaching out to him. It was then I saw myself before a crowd speaking, I don't know what I was saying but for years I have thought about this. I pushed it away in my years that I went astray... but have always come back to it and thought what it meant. ...

So when I wake up this morning I remember my dream last night, and I was speaking to a group not small not large about 100 maybe. I just remember a few things from my dream the first being in the dream all I could think is we have to establish order,  I remember the youth being in white polo shirts and once we had them all seated and the group calm I began to share my story... The only part I got out was growing up in a Christian home and then I woke up...

God if you are speaking to me through this dream help me to understand what it is you are calling of me. I want to serve you with all I have I want you to use me and life to honor you. Amen