Not alone.

Trying to find peace that I have Christ with me and that he is enough. If I continue to feel like I NEED a man, a husband to complete me how will my "fatherless" daughters feel.... Because intact they are not fatherless, they have Christ and Christ alone is the father to the fatherless. They are not half daughters or humans because their earthly fathers are not around they are whole. I am not half a woman because I have no significant other I am a full woman, a woman of God. He knows the desires of my heart he knows I seek to find a man who loves Christ with his whole heart, who loves me, adores me and protects me, someone who loves my daughters as his own. I want someone to share my most inner secrets with. Someone who I can share my happy times with lean on in sad times. But Christ knows this and he is working on my "prince" as for now I am whole still working on me side by side with Christ. I am NOT alone.

Healing

The Bible has so many verses and stories on Christs healing, Father God McKenzie needs your healing in her leg/thigh, I don't know if its a pull or tear but father God I pray that you heal her body, restore her back to full health. That her leg feel no pain and that she is healed back to her health so she can be 110 percent. Father you know her hearts desires, you know her Passion for gymnastics, use her in the gym to share your healing power, your never ending love. Let her body be made new again. In Jesus name. I am speaking healing upon McKenzie and reading so many great verses ion bible on healing. So I'm gonna share them here. Proverbs 3:8 Then you will have healing for your body and stregth for your bones. Proverbs 4:20-22 My child pay attention to what I say. Listen carefully to my words. Don't loose sight of them. Let them penetrate deep into your heart, for they bring life to those find them, and healing to thee whole body. Psalms 30:2 O Lord my God, I cried to you for help and you have healed me. Proverbs 17:22 A cheerful heart is good medicine. Exodus 15:26 Psalms 107: 19-21 Exodus 23:25 Psalms 6:2 Isaiah 53:4-5 Psalms 103: 2-5 Jeremiah 30:17 We serve a God who is a healer!!! May Christs healing power lot out upon those who need healing! McKenzies leg is HEALED in Jesus name.

go out

Why do you go to church? Whats your motives? How do you choose your church? You see I went to a church I loved and I received so much from my church I grew, within, my relationship with Christ has grown, but just as the child graduates from High school and then college they then go into the world and give back what they have taken in some are ready after high school some a few years of collge some get bachelors or masters but when they are ready they take what they have learned they use it, apply it. Well I feel sometimes its like that with Church Christ has called to me now go serve its about what I will give not what I will take, now knowing what I know with Christ is that through giving I know I will receive and probably more than I anticipate. Im not striving for perfection Im striving to love others, to help them grow closer to Christ. To realize they matter. So whats your motivation for where your at and what your doing... Are you just where you are cause your comfortable, is it time to move forward or move on?

prayer for now

Dear God, why?? Maybe you think I am stronger than what I am... Can't I catch a break... Will this life ever get easier.... I don't know what to do. Sometimes I just feel like I'm always trying to stay afloat, trying to keep from drowning. I know you have my back, intact you stand in front of me and lead me. But at times why does it feel like your so far from me. I draw close to you, I want to follow and I seek you and yet I feel your hard to find. Dear God can I catch a break, can I please have things fall for my interest at heart. I know you hear my prayers, I know you answer my prayers I just wish I didn't feel like I was always waiting. Please God I am asking you hear my hearts cries pour out your blessings upon me and my daughters, we live for you and you alone. Dear God pour out your blessings upon my youth, let them see your love through me. Let them know they matter and they were put here for purpose, please God build up my daughters at home and my center youth to be strong children, teens and one day adults that serve you, love you, live for you. Teach them how to make their bodies a temple for you to dwell in. Father God use me, I don't want to be on this earth without purpose, take my mess and make it a message take my tests and make them my testimony help me to follow you each and every day that I live. Amen