My Rant at 11:30 at night.

The devil knows exactly what to say and do, to steal my joy... Its the whispers you hear in your head "Miki your 32, its too late you'll never get married." "Who would want you?" "Look at all the baggage you bring" "some people just don't get it and your one of them." Then I find myself hurting and alone but I WILL not allow the devil to steal my joy, I have Christ by my side.. I have Christ in me and he has a plan for my life. A plan that exceeds my expectations, its HIS plan. His timing is the right timing. But I have to be honest its still difficult and recognize that the devil is really trying to attack me right now cause he see's he is under my feet because I have surrendered my all to Christ.