Tuesday, November 10, 2009

my daughters are my world!!

You know when I was a child, I LIVED! I didn't know all that much about money and knew how to live without it and that's because we didn't really have any money. But my parents did a good job teaching us what the real importance of life was and that being our relationship with each of and friends and Christ. Holidays were so much fun, there was always a feast prepared and my parents made it all about my sisters and I. As I grew older I lost sight of that, well sight of how much fun Holidays were. Those days just began to feel like all the rest, until I had kids. I live for my kids and I love having days that we can create special memories. I enjoy making it all about them and through their excited eyes, I too find myself filling with joy and excitement. My girls are beautiful and full of life, I want them to have their hearts desires met. I find joy in my childrens joy, when they are sad I too am sad but its my job to comfort them. My daughters dont have their biological fathers in their lives and at times I really allow it to get to me, because I know McKenzie longs for that sort of relationship, Kyleigh too will one day wonder, Who her father is and why he is not around. But not only do my children have God as their father who is ALWAYS there. Mike is in their lives just as much mine and we are lucky to have found someone who will love the three of us girls. McKenzie and Kyleigh are beautiful and smart and I want them to know they can do anything there little hearts desire and that they have a support group behind them to help push them through when times are tough, to be there when it seems the world is crashing. I thank God for my daughters, they are my life, heart and soul!

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