My Sunday prayer

The more I draw near to god the more clear I see what he wants from me. My prayer these lat couple of days has been use me, USE ME. I am on fire for God now more than ever and I don't want to loose this feeling. I want to live the life God has planned for me. I always searched to fill an empty void with alcohol, drugs and men. I have desired to find love but didn't want a man of God because of my belief that they are "boring" but I now cannot even think of having a man who is not on fire for god who desires to live for God, to serve him. But first God I still working on me, when the time is right he will let me know, that door will open. So my prayers right now, God help me to get through school, let me draw close to you, that God use me fully, he uses my mess to make it a message and that my daughters feel and see Gods love that they are a display I his love, and I pray for my future husband, that although I am clueless who he is that God knows exactly who he is. Pray for my kids/teens at work at the juvenile center, they have my heart and God I know you are near them because the bible says you draw near to the broken hearted and I thank you, thank you God for all you do, I am so blessed, all my needs are met, you provide. You keep me and my girls safe. Thank you for dying on he cross for my sins. Thank you because although I am not perfect I am perfect in his image.