When I share my life and my story or share whats on my heart the one thing I always want to be is real, because its through me being real in all my feelings that one might find themselves not alone. So being a single mother has it's struggles and I try real hard to do my best and I know my best without God would never cut it. So in my attempt to be real and raw, I must share that I had a very difficult time sleeping, I am so stressed and felt like I had an elephant on my chest. I literally feel heavy and the rain outside goes perfectly with my mood.
While Tears stream down my face. I cry out, Lord why must it be this way? I cannot keep up with my home chores, I cannot pay all my bills, Im trying to go to school and work and there is not enough hours in the day, I miss my girls because my time is cut short by school and work. When we are together its GO, GO, GO. God I need you. Please draw near to me. Through my tears, my anxiousness show me your mercy, grace, love and peace.
This video came to my head and I want to share:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loFBGdeXGtg
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