I need Peace~

why is pouring out your heaert and soul on paper seem so much more easier and more expressive, is it because it's like having a conversation with yourself and after all you know you, inside and out! My life has been everything but perfect, simple and easy and yet when I share my life and my stories on paper or my blogs you find nothing but the truth, at it rawest. For the most part I am happy I love my life I have two beautiful daughters and a Great boyfriend. I am healthy and have many family and friends who love me. But I spend too much time on those who dont like me, who persecute me, who look down and me and want nothing but the worst for me. I dont like it, they dont define me. I am a people person and I truly wish the best for all but what is it that I cant get past for those who against me, judge me, persecute me, belittle me?? Why do I let it bother me and beat me up??? I am sooo tired of the conflict with my daughters fathers Fiance. It wears me out and yet I dont do anything or respond to her, I am allowing her words to beat me up. All I want is the best for my daughter, I just want everyone to get along. Please pray for peace in my situation... sure everyone may not ever get along and things may never be mended but I just want peace I want all the attacking to come to an end. Its tiring me and wearing me out!