Christmas Time Blues

So your thinking... ITs not Christmas. Well thats what I was thinking as I was strolling through Walmart doing my Grocery shopping. Christmas music, Christmas decor, Even Captain Crunch had Christmas cereal and Little Debbie went straight from Halloween snacks to Christmas snacks. It's all soo Crazy! I love Christmas time, ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. But I wait to decorate until December 1st cause I dont want to make those around me tired of before the time comes. But this year walking through walmart, with all the Christmas stuff made me sad. I have no idea how I will make this years Christmas a great one for my girls, it's depressing. No it's not what Christmas is about but well I love to do it. Since I am not working, no money, and childsupport is a once every blue moon when I get it. Ya know what I would love, my Christmas wish, nothing for myself, I would love to have the money to go buy my family and friends a gift they would love, somthing that they could use. I love to give gifts, it's fun, and I really think it's more fun than the recieveing. So I am trying to get over the Christmas time blue's at the beginning of November. BA HUMBUG!