Another Day goes by..

So I am finding it hard to sleep at night I keep having dreams about shootings. I am finding also that at night I am so tired but when I go lay down in bed I become very restless, tossing and turning. So I just took a nap and it felt soo good, no bad dreams, it was so peaceful. Another day goes by and I get a call from my friend with more news, Our friend who did the shooting was released on a 50,000 dollar bond which means his bail was 500,000. So I we were both thinking about how this person is someone we know and yet it's scary that he was released. Will he try to contact my girlfriend??? "Another day goes by and it gets harder Miki". I am guessing its just getting harder for her cause the shock is wearing off, reality is wearing in. Its really a long journey ahead of her I told her as she deals with her emotions and both families emotions of going through sadness, anger, confusion. Its really only going to get more complicate before it gets any easier. Court hearings.... investigations. Really its a hard situation to be in and I cant imagine, I am just trying to do my best to be there for her.... across the counrty.