Thursday, February 7, 2008

Best Friend

Have you ever had a friend that you were so close to that you spent almost everywaking moment with them? Or you even began to fishish one anothers sentences?? How about picking up on their lingo???? Well I have infact it even seems that people somtimes say that they notice people begin to look like there best friend. So imagine this you begin each day with talking to God you spend time listneing to the music that glorifies his name and really diving into his word. Before you know it when friends come to you with problems you are referenceing the bible. So do you think that soon you may reflect Christs image. Do you think that people may see Christ through you?? It's amazing how in tune you can get, if you really SURRENDER (give your whole self) to Christ. It just amazes me how awesome God is. I posted Tuesday morning and Tuesday night at Turning Point the Video was like exactly what my post was about. For me it was a confirmation that I was on the right track and that I was do what Christ planned for my life. If you have been reading my blogs you will know that Tim my youngest daughters father has caused much hurt in my life (no it is not all his fault) and that I at first was very bitter and that I prayed for God to punish him, rather than for his healing and for him to find Christ. Tonight at Church they were teaching on the 5th commandment (wow I almost said ammenment lol). Honor Thy Mother and Father and I think that parents who are seperated and divorced need to remember this one to because how can our children honor the commandments when we dont. So as you may have read, my prayers have been for my ex and for my daughter that he would find Christ and he would have healing but that no matter what happens to him that God help me to be a loving mother so that I can raise my daughter to stand by her fathers side no matter what. Tonight confirmed that I was doing what I needed to do but also brought new light as to why I should. Yes there is still pain there, pain for my daughter who is experienceing rejection from such a young age and from her father. Rejection is something that I have always had a fear of and felt hurt from and it just tears me apart for my daughters. The more I follow Gods plan and stay on his path for my life the eaiser it gets.

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